Vancouver

I don’t know if I can explain it, but I will try. Here in Vancouver I feel so free, it’s like I can do whatever I want. In Brazil I’m so ashamed, in class I can’t talk, ask a question, participate, or just make a joke. But here it’s totally different, I talk and I love this fact, so much, maybe this trip is the best decision that I ever made in my life and I doubt that one day I will regret it.
Yesterday I found the most beautiful notebook, on the cover of the book there is a graphic of a feather, and it’s really similar to my tattoo, my first tattoo, and I started to think about it, and I was talking with my friend about it, and everything made sense. When I got my tattoo, the main reason was because I love angels, so I got a feather of a fallen angel on my shoulder, but my tattoo has some birds to, and I see them as symbols of freedom, but these are my thoughts, my tattoo has no specific meaning, like when you get a quote tattooed on your body, or the name of someone that you love, my tattoo is simple but I don’t know if I can say that it’s unique, because I already saw a lot of similar ones, but this one is mine. And this is the first time that I feel free, like the birds on my tattoo.
So now, I can connect my tattoo with Vancouver, because this is the only place that I feel free, like the birds, and as I said before, I doubt that one day I’ll regret this trip, and more than that, regret my tattoo. I feel happy, happy in a way I never felt before, at this moment I’m emotional, because everything makes sense. Now I have the most beautiful notebook. And above all am having the best experience of my life.

18.07.13